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Heart Chronicles – Curiosity Peaked

The night I came face to face with my reality wasn’t a surprise. It was definitely accidental and not intentionally done. Vocal deception aside, lol, I didn’t know that my life would change that night. Also, it wasn’t like I was going to truly run from it. Once I started developing, it was easy to see that the male body had my attention way more than the female body. Credit given, women are gorgeous. Black women are amazing. Black men though… WHEW!! The male body is magnificent. The shapes, contours, complexions, firmness, and softness are mind-blowing. The skills that men have using their bodies are special. When all of my friends began developing, we were all curious as to what parts grew faster than others. LMFAO. Well, I know I was, and there were a few others who were too. Who had the biggest dick? Was it long and thick? Was it just long or just thick? Who was growing hair and how much? LOL. Dumb shit that kids sometimes care about.

To get to that night when I was bold enough to hold and develop the conversation with him beyond just the typical teenage attraction was scary. It was built on the foundation that I already had though. As I grew up, I was experimenting and exploring with those who I trusted and felt comfortable with. I understood what I liked and what I didn’t. I was well capable of saying what made me feel good and what I wasn’t sure of. Being young and curious worked in my favor. Those who remember those days probably kept quiet all these years later because it would expose them too. And I’m not in the business of putting someone else’s business in the street. That’s their story to tell and I would be wrong and disrespectful to take that from them. But knowing that I’ve always been attracted to men since we were boys and grew into men has always been reassuring to me. The outside world never knew, my world always was aware. Anyone who explored with me, was always a willing participant too. What did you think would happen? Teenage boys, with hormones, watching porn together? LMAO. That’s like taking a thief into a store and telling them you only have $5 to get food. We both know by the time y’all leave that store, more than $5 worth of food gone be leaving with y’all. LMFAO.

Gym class was always like the biggest fuckin tease in the world. Having to change clothes in front of all these handsome ass people. Most of them I know well because we grew up together. If they only knew what I was really thinking when we were dressing out in the locker room every gym class day. Middle school was when it started, high school was when it just went into hyperdrive. Knowing that so many of my friends had meat that just deserved to be serviced and asses that needed to be played in. LOL! I knew back then that my real attraction was a male, not a female. Living in an era when being yourself, was not fully accepted made it difficult to ever openly make advances to see if you can experience what you see. The key was to find the nonverbal cues that served as your opening. That’s what happened with one person in particular. We found our bond, and then we found our moment. From 9th grade, until we graduated, we was each other’s sneaky link. Sneaking off when the squad was over playing basketball. Pulling up on him when he was home alone. Coming over even when people were home and ducking off into the basement for a lil quicky. LOL. We acted like teenagers who found their long-lost love and enjoyed every chance we had to feel and taste each other. To this day, no one knows that we had our secret love affair.

Before him, there was another. One who the circle would never believe was down for sword fighting or throat goat activity. But if you know, then you definitely know. The freedom and the pureness with which we allowed ourselves to learn about our bodies and what we liked was an experience I’m so thankful that I got to experience. We never discuss these moments today, but we both fondly remember them. Shaping us and allowing our bond to be stronger on a level few may ever know. The truth about yourself must always be accepted by you. I knew I was curious about guys. I also knew that if I ever spoke it openly in public, I would be the black sheep for life. I imagine if we were able to have phones in school as freely and openly as they do now, we all would’ve been exposed so much earlier in life. Just because it’s not on a camera, doesn’t mean it wasn’t happening. So many moments were allowed to remain anonymous and sacred between young people figuring themselves out. No pressure, no eyes, no outside opinions. I was always piqued.

What’s unhealthy is trying to force someone to oppress their feelings and desires. If your child has an interest in something foreign to you, it doesn’t mean that you shun them or try to force them to change. Listen to them and try to understand them. Give them the room and freedom to explore themselves and understand what they feel. Give support and offer your ear, even if you don’t think you can. That’s what is required today. We don’t need to be suppressed. Dismissing a child’s curiousness to them being young and not understanding is stupid and harmful. We know as children what makes us happy. It evolves over time as we learn more, but we still know. Playing with boys from a young age was something I always did. I was always interested. Kissing them at a young age and liking how it felt. Another story for another day. The point is, when you’re young, you do know what you want. It may change or develop into something different as we experience it more and see what it really entails, but it doesn’t change the fact that we know.

Part of the reason we have so many DL/curious guys is because they want to be free to explore the feelings inside. They don’t just want to give in to the “norm” of being with a woman, but their families discourage them or they’re unapproving of it. Usually because of a bible written by men, interpreted by humans, who are biased to what they believe. Rather than allowing your child to be openly able to explore who they are as people. In the year 2024, people still live and breathe by the bible and the gospel preached by a human being, over common sense and the laws of nature. You love your child but you’re willing to put them in the streets as a minor because you disagree with their life choices. Because you don’t understand why your child would choose to embrace a way of living that is more difficult for them. That’s where you lose the game before it starts. It’s not a choice. Loving a man isn’t something I chose over a woman. It’s who I am. I am a man who loves being with men. Women who love being with women don’t choose that. It is who they are. Acceptance rather than betrayal is needed. Curiosity started a lot of things in life.

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Raw or strapped.. Pull out or leave it in?

Ahhh… sometimes I have to go back to the topics that bring the most controversy and sparks so many different opinions. Whether you leave your opinions on the blog or you discuss with your friends, this is one of those topics where everybody has an opinion and, usually, they’re very strong in one direction or another. I know that sex is a big taboo topic that many still don’t like to talk about or even really be honest about. You know me.. I love to discuss these things. I think it makes things so much easier when you’re open and honest with yourself and others, that you want to sleep with, about your sex life. Too many people try to pretend to be one way, when often times they want to let their inner freaks be on display. I’m not one of those people. So I’m to going answer the questions put forth in the title and then pose more thought provoking questions or statements as I go.

Me personally, I prefer to have raw sex. I don’t know when that really changed for me, but there use to be a time when if someone suggested that to me I would look at them like they were crazy. The only exceptions I made to that rule was when I was in a relationship with someone. I also was very reluctant to have hookup sex with people too. I was more interested in knowing a little about the person before we got it in. But somewhere in my mid twenties that changed. I guess it was because I was use to being in a relationship with one guy and so all I had was raw sex. So that feeling just got stuck on me and I didn’t want to feel it any other way. Even after getting out of relationships I still had that desire to want to get in that ass raw and feel that warmth and tightness and wetness of the walls on me. I think in some respects being gay helps with that mindset. Yes, there are some concerns because of the std’s and HIV in the gay community, but there is the comfort of knowing that if I fuck a dude raw and nut inside him, I can’t make no baby as a result. LOL

And, I don’t like to pull out either. For some reason I feel that the big payoff after digging in some guts raw is to just bust that fat nut deep inside that hole. Now in truth I don’t mind if I have to pull out because I get it, not everyone likes to feel that nut inside them. They may like having unprotected sex but don’t want to get semen inside them. That’s not a deal breaker and usually I just shoot it all on the back and ass. No big deal still got to feel all that booty juice on my dick. It’s just something that turns me on even more every time I bet ready to put my dick in a guy knowing that I’m about feel all inside him naturally. It makes some really amazing sex moments happen when you get to feel it like that too. The orgasm the bottom gets is intense and the tension and friction on the dick is crazy good. Makes that nut so much more pleasurable.

Now I know for the straight world it’s a little more consequences that comes with gettin some cookie raw. You have to be mindful of the ease with which that woman can get pregnant and also how potent yo sperm is. I get why so many are so cautious and take all the necessary steps to prevent unwanted or unintentional pregnancies. You have so much more to think about when deciding to let that guy hit raw or to give that dick to a girl raw. Now again, there are some who don’t care and don’t mind having to do things after to make sure no babies come. You also have those women who be trying to trap guys by letting them get in it skin to skin and letting them skeet inside them so they can have they baby. Or, to get the money to abort it. I understand why those conversations are a lot harder to have and why women and men get so mad when one or the other creates a situation where they do it raw when they don’t want to.

So many choices and so many consequences no matter whether you gay or straight. You have to consider all the potential health ramifications and the medical after effects of having unprotected sex. No matter if it’s aborting or killing a pregnancy before it gets started or catching an STD or worse if you are gay. Those things can’t be taken lightly and you have to make sure that you’re okay with the outcomes of what you have to do. More importantly than anything, just be open and honest with yourself. I think more sexual relationships suffer because the two people aren’t honest with themselves. Once you accept what you like and what you don’t compromise on, then you can find better sexual matches for yourself and matches for yourself overall.

So there are the questions to be answered.. Do you like it raw or strapped? Pull out or fill that hole up? Talk about to me.. Have discussions with your friends and significant other if you have one.

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What’s Your Status

Still one of the most touchy subjects in Gay community is people being open and honest about their status. Even though we’re in the year 2021 and the medical advances are substantial, it is still the forbidden fruit for many to be honest about their medical situation. The irony about that is we now have medicines that make someone who does have HIV, be able to not pass the virus to a partner, once they’re undetectable for longer than six consecutive months. Additionally, for those who are negative who like that skin to skin, or raw, action, there is Prep that helps to protect people against catching the virus if they’re fucking people and aren’t fully certain of their status. After all these years, why is it that the community at large, still seems to be so paralyzed by someone who has HIV but takes care of himself. Why is it that a person will far more readily accept someone simply saying their negative, as opposed to taking someone who is being honest saying they’re positive and undetectable?

The concern for health in the Black Gay community is real, but it also is misrepresented also. It is really interesting just how stigmatizing people are still with someone who tells their truth about their health status. I think it’s honorable for someone to come clean and tell the truth about that. What it does it give the other person the opportunity to make a fully informed decision as to whether or not they want to sexually lay with you. And to that end, I honestly feel like the reason most don’t want to accept someone who is positive is because so many gay men love to have raw sex. They like how it feels and the like to be freaky with their sex lives. They usually like having multiple sex partners and group sex links. Things that aren’t really conducive to safe sex practices or healthy sex practices. To me, the truth about that is so many people are afraid of living their true selves. They live the double persona and want to portray an image of being extra careful and cautious, while on the other side, they’re a bedroom freak.

The stigma associated with HIV and the lying done by people trying to portray the “good boy” I think has led to so many people feeling ashamed to be open about who they are. Now, for those who are taking their medicine daily and taking care of their bodies, they pose very little to no threat to those who are negative. It’s the guys who are positive and aren’t taking their medicine and taking care of themselves that are the challenge. Because they feel a sense of shame and lack of self-esteem, they tend to hide their truth and those are the ones who are continuing to spread this disease hand over fist in the community. There is such this lack of compassion and empathy for someone who has an illness that can be contained. The missing links are education and compassion. If you ask someone to tell the truth about their status, be real and mature enough to accept the answer and not make them feel like shit. You never know what they went through to get the virus. You never know if they were raped or abused or anything that led to it happening.

Now don’t get me mistaken, I’m not saying that you have to accept them and keep talking to or dating them. That is each individual’s choice and you have to decide how much you want to take different precautions to protect yourself and your partner. To be fair, there are many people in the community who are open minded and compassionate and welcoming. If you find one of these type people, appreciate them and don’t abuse their love and compassion for you. It’s also my belief that people who do accept positive men, get done wrong by them so often because that positive person usually expect that equal treatment, so they abuse it. Which we all know friends talk to their friends and it leads even more so to the divide in the community. Living in this community for as long as I have, I’ve seen all sides of the spectrum. I fully believe that when we have people being open and honest, and we have compassion we can make any issue a learning and bonding moment and not a dividing moment.

The Gay community has the potential to be amazing and it can be such a fun and loving place. But, it can also be a place that tears you down and destroys your self esteem. No matter what issue you’re dealing with, you have to always remember that the illness is part of you, it doesn’t define you. Take care of yourself, love yourself, take care of your mental and you can be as accepted as you desire. Not all will open their arms to you, but they don’t need to. Love hard on those who genuinely love on you and the rest will fall into place. Know your status and have a plan.

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Heart Chronicles – Can’t get enough

I don’t know if I’ve ever admitted this to the universe, but today is going to be a first. Maybe this blog will help to break that seemingly suffocating cloud that looms in my environment, blocking the next phase of my journey from being grabbed and accepted. Today I have to admit that I’m an sex addict. I don’t know really when this became known to me, but I am here to acknowledge it today. It feels so weird to admit to such a thing because sex is seen as so out of bounds by many, misunderstood by some and nasty by others. Maybe it’s because I’m a openly, Black, gay man and I know that in my community those are three strikes right there, so to also admit that I have an addiction to having sex with men just seems like the final nail in my proverbial coffin. I mean how much more of a sinner could I be in the eyes of some right? For the question is.. how the fuck did I let this happen? When did I really become this sex starved guy? For the longest I use to be the guy that wanted that long term commitment. Wanting to have someone who wanted to share his body mind and soul with me. That way, the sex would feel better, it would linger longer, my dick would stay hard seemingly forever, and my ass would so moist that just a couple strokes would make me cream. I yearned for that in every relationship I had, and because of that, I wasn’t really willing to just fuck just because. I thought that having a couple sex partners being single was cool, but not too many. Always wanting to save the extras for that one guy.

Well, somewhere between being cheated on and mistreated and abused, I guess that hopeless romantic, that deep lover, got sidelined and gave way to the whore that exists today. It feels like I can’t even stop when I say that I’m going to take a break. Since I’ve been single the past 6 months, it’s like I’ve been playing catch for the lack of sexual attention and satisfaction my ex gave me the prior 6 months that we were living together. It felt as though with him I was willing to wait for the moon in order to have sex with him. It didn’t happen often at all, the fuck sessions in six months together. He probably sucked my dick maybe 10 times total. He complained that my dick was too thick made his jaws hurt, so he didn’t want to suck it so often, even though he claimed that dick sucking was his passion. He complained that my width stretched his hole too much and do he couldn’t take having sex regularly with me. Through all that I attempted to make the best of the times when we did. All the while, in the back of my mind I was screaming for more. Wanting to have passionate, love making sex, three times a week. Knowing that anything else would be too much, I figured that would be reasonable. It wasn’t for him and so my drought was epic for me. I thought at that moment I had my sexual sweet tooth under control.

However, once we broke up, it was like the chains to my sexual demon were unleashed and I haven’t been able to stop myself or slow down at all. One after another, same guy, different guy. Ass, dick, head and all of the above. Solo missions and threesomes. One a day up to as many as four a day. Temporarily stopping to get sleep and allow my body to have a slight recovery. Only to be tempted by a cute face, delicious body, big dick, juicy ass, and all that I’ll slow up talk disappeared like smoke from a blunt in the air. Replaced by a sultry lust for release. Not satisfied until that last drop of cum leaves my or his dick. Asses wet, flip fucking, that means we fuck each other, smiling when it’s all said and done. Smoking a blunt or two, just to loosen things up and allow the real freaks to emerge and leave their mark. U name the location, I’ve done it. The driveway, the street, the duck off, the car, the house, the shower, the bathroom, work, home it didn’t matter. I was willing to be caught if it meant releasing that beast that wanted to feel that sexual satisfaction. The fact that I’ve fucked at every job I’ve had since I’ve returned to this city is crazy. To be fair I’ve had two full time jobs and two part times jobs. I’ve fucked in the department store dressing room too. I’ve fucked with people watching in the room, with the blinds and curtains open. I’ve recorded some sessions and watched them back while we prepare to fuck again. All of these encounters and it still hasn’t been enough to satisfy that taste.

What’s crazier is that there is a specific set of people out there, who all they really want is the one off sex with you. No matter how good it was, they don’t want to repeat, they want someone different each time or a different scenario. I am the type of addict that if you got some shit ass and/or dick, I wanna keep getting it until I can’t have it anymore. Blow my mind and make me want to leave you alone. But that just seems to be a little too much here. The itch is too strong that once you have it once, maybe twice, they move on; which in turn means I move on to the next too. Finding the next one who’s ready to fill that prescription. Make me feel how I want to feel so that for that moment or day, my sexual desires are satisfied. I used to know how many people I had slept with. Even when the number was just barely over 100 I knew. Now, it’s been soo many people. Soo many hook ups, link ups and fucks, that I really don’t know. I can’t remember them all if I tried hard, because some days it was all a blur. That sexual fire burning so bright all I cared to do was have my fire rage, and then extinguished from however many sexual interactions it took to calm that flame.

Maybe it’s because of all the hurt and pain that I just turn to the sex as a means of coping. So many years spent trying to be a great boyfriend. Doing all the things I feel that a man should do to keep home happy. Making sure that my lover knew no lack, no not only materialistically, but completely. Loving on him, giving him attention, feeling his emotions. No, I was never perfect and will never pretend to be, but I know I was a damn good boyfriend. I always tried to work on my flaws and made sure that I didn’t make the same mistakes in the next relationship as I did in the prior one. Always willing to take constructive feedback to work on myself and be a better me. That shit never worked. All it did was allow niggas a chance to get the utopia they dreamed of and then run away, claiming they weren’t ready for that realness yet. Maybe it’s how I’m dealing with the loss of my twins and the abortion of what would have been my first born son a couple years earlier. Maybe it’s a ways for me to feel appreciated just a little. As twisted as it may sound, to hear and feel and see someone express their gratitude for your sexual pleasings makes you feel a little better about yourself. Until you realize that it’s just fucking, that you’re just a one off or a dick or ass call, then you want more. Maybe, it’s my way of filling the void of the people that I thought were friends, who ducked out on me. Years of fun times together. Laughing, joking, breaking bread, being there, listening, helping, supporting. But when the time came for me to get that support, feel that love, get that listening ear, break bread to help reassure me all would be well, that was too much to ask and all I get are half assed dry conversations. Avoidance of in person meet ups, to catch up and bond again.

Sex became my escape and my drug. Sex became the way for me to meet some half way cool people. No, they weren’t my true friends, but they filled a void in some way. Some times the sex did become regular, or we did more than just fuck here and there. Never enough, but just enough to take away that edge for that moment or that day. Leaving a trail though, of emptiness and loneliness in its wake. I guess while I don’t know exactly when I became a sex addict, I definitely know why I am one. How or if I can get rid of it, I guess that is the million dollar question.

Talk back to me… do you relate to this at all?

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Saved From Disappointment

You have no idea where I’m about to go with this blog but sit back and laugh a little, I think you will enjoy. Have you ever had that old reliable sex buddy that you just dust off from time to time? You know, the one who isn’t the best but is very good. They can satisfy that urge that you have and you have the comfort of knowing that they’re reliable and can be trusted. But, you haven’t dusted it off in a while and you realize while they’re talking why you put them on the shelf to begin wit. LOL. I mean listen, it wasn’t even a situation where I’m in need, or can’t find who I want to do it. It’s not even that some other reliables aren’t available. I had just decided that I would take him off the shelf and see if it was still quality sex as it had been. And then he did the worst thing that you can do for me.. He started talking wayyyyy too much about how he wanted the sex to go and that was immediately a turn off for me.

Now let me be clear, it wasn’t a turn off because he told me what he wanted, or that he asked me to do a certain thing. The turn off came because he just kept talking and the more he gave details and I heard his voice explaining what he would like to do and be done, the more I was just not feeling that vibe and sexual tension with him anymore. It didn’t sound erotic and enticing, instead it was creepy and nasty, but not in a good way. It came across as out dated and definitely unfulfilling. Then he committed the most major sin that you can make when you’re preparing to be my bottom. He made an admission that he doesn’t know if he will clean his hole properly enough to take the dick this time. Like.. really.. what the fuck? Son who in their right mind says that to the dude who they preparing to let fuck them? I don’t do brownie situations. You can’t create a sewage mess and think that I would ever want to have sex with you again. And yet, he managed to keep talking about it.

Then he had the nerve to say, you might want to put a towel down. Nigga what the fuck you mean? You been fucking guys long enough to know that you need to take the time clean yourself. You know how to put the bottle tip up ya ass and make sure that you keep cleaning until the fluid is clear. You been a bottom before and more importantly you bottomed for me numerous times before and you always had a clean hole. Soo.. why now do you need to give this disclaimer that you will try to clean to the best of your ability but you can’t promise anything because you ain’t took dick in a minute. Man shut you dumb ass up. Once you made a practice of taking meat, you know how to rightly clean that booty hole. And then you have the nerve to tell me to make sure my hole is fresh and clean so you can eat me out. Then you say make sure my dick is fresh so you can use that throat. Nigga what kinda man do you take me for? For one you know that I always bring freshness to the table. Two, what fucking planet you come from expecting to me to have a whistling clean ass, while you try your best?

What dumb nigga told him that it was okay to say this or to not have the expectation of his ass being as deep cleaned as mines? The entirety of the conversation lasted about 12 to 14 minutes and what it did was reaffirm why I chose not to keep him on the active fwb list. It made me understand that he was meant to be right where I had left him.. on the shelf, letting whomever else enjoy the gifts be brings. Sometimes an old faithful is just that. Old and not so faithful. LOL.. I tell you one thing, I’m glad I listened to myself and allowed him to call me on the phone. He talked himself right outta getting this wood early tomorrow morning. So, I will relax, bit that blunt and pass the hell out. Get up and make a day out of it tomorrow. Ahhhh, I’m glad sometimes people don’t know when to shut the hell up.

Oh and one more little piece of info for this particular post. I wish dudes would stop thinking that just because they host, a nigga gone drive 30 to 35 miles away to get that sex. That is just as dumb as anything else. If you offering gas, I can make it happen, otherwise.. pray on it and wait on it.

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Sex Confessions

The truth of the matter is that sex can often be a way of coping, offering a release from the struggles and challenges you face. It allows you to take the tension off. To fuck or be fucked and forget that you’re facing emotional and difficult things. Taking away the pain, however temporary, giving you a rush that makes you feel like you’re normal when you know that you’re not. Sex also soothes a situation sometimes. It can allow for you to take out the tension in your relationship by sexually releasing all that energy so that you can talk with each other and hopefully resolve your issues minus the negative energy. It can also just be for pleasure and fun. To fuck whomever and not worry about feelings or emotions attached because all you really want to do is get that nut and feel that elation. All three of these can be addicting and misleading, while also proving beneficial.

Having sex as a means of coping after a painful breakup or a damaging situation is very tricky. This type of sex is usually very misleading and has the power to be highly addicting. Because you’re getting that euphoric release and, if you’re not just fucking and going you have the ability to form a nice little vibe with people you’re sexing. It’s providing a false dynamic though. Because the vibe is just so you feel comfortable enough to fuck the person that you just met. And depending on how that vibe goes, you could become regular fuck buddies. But be careful, you could also mislead and misread things and end up in another quasi-relationship before you’ve healed from the last heartache. You have to be strong enough to resist that urge to make more out of jus the sex that you’re having.

Conversely, while you both might have an understanding of what purpose the sex serves, the other person might catch your vibe and try to push for more, especially if the sex is good as hell. In a situation like this you may need to be prepared to pull the plug on the situation and find you some new dick or ass, because you don’t want to set yourself up for failure too quick. It is that yearning for feeling the heat and intimacy of another that will lure you into that false sense of fulfilment. The truth of the matter is, usually, once you get that nut you return to the mindset that you had before that urge for sexual satisfaction kicked in, you’re back in that place trying to recover from that pain.

Now in my opinion, the best kind of sex is make up sex. We all have had that experience. After you and your partner have an argument or y’all just been going through a little hard time, as is apt to happen in life, and you get that chance to take out all your aggression and energy in that sex session or sessions. That moment when all that energy and tension is released feels like heaven. It’s like you can feel the weight coming off your shoulders. The atmosphere around you two gets lighter. You have more of a lightness and willingness to discuss things than you did before. It feels good to your body and mind, as well as a little soothing to the soul. But, just like the prior type of sex, you have to be careful with this too. Because you can turn this kind of make up passion into a regular thing and that can cause too much pressure on any relationship.

Yes, it can be fun and more erotic to enjoy aggressively pleasing your partner or being pleased, but it can create an air of uncertainty. After a while, you will tire of always needing to have “fights” in order to have highly passionate and emotional sex. That’s when you have to find the things that make you love that person and do things to make that become the muse for highly erotic and passionate sex with your lover. It’s true nothing will replace that heat of the moment sex to make you feel better, but it’s always going to be a quick fix, but don’t let that become the only fix.

Finally, the easiest of the three sexual expeditions is the meaningless, just for fun sex. This kind of sex is usually for people who are single and have no desire to get into a relationship at that time. They just want to feel the pleasure of another pleasing them or being pleased. You want to get that good nut and then let them go on about their business. We’ve all been there at some point. Be it a long period of time or just during your hoe period. Where you just want to fuck. No strings, no long periods of time together. It no doubt is very thrilling, because you usually are willing to far more experimenting than you would in other situations. You may not mind the random hook up, in open places, as well as traditional ones. You might be willing to have the occasional threesome or even a little group play.

There is nothing wrong with exploring your inner freak. But again, a word of caution here with this type of sex. It can truly be highly addicting. And, if you’re not careful it can be a little harmful to your health. Make sure that you strap up during these times, as you never know what you may come across. But, I know many people who just don’t prefer to use them at all, and if that’s you, just be very careful and selective. Have all the fun you want, just don’t put yourself at risk too much. Just don’t let yourself get trapped in a fwb situation that becomes a relationship, because that friend had sex that too addicting and you didn’t keep perspective.

See all of these types of sex offer different benefits and challenges. You have to be sure that whichever one applies to you, you’re responsible and prepared to handle the different possibilities that may arise. Have fun, have great sex and make some fun memories.

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Sexual Therapy

Have you waited a while to have sex with your lover for whatever reason and once you do it you feel this euphoria? You have this ease and peace about you, if they fucked you good, or you fucked them good? What is that about and why is that type of therapy such a necessary thing for the health and happiness of your relationship? I know I touch on this topic on a regular basis and that’s because I feel that it is needed. Being comfortable talking about sex, the different elements and the necessity for it should be something that is done more often.

Now back to the topic at hand. When you haven’t been fully sexually satisfied in a minute, there is nothing like getting some A1 ass, fye dick, wet ass pussy to put your minds at ease. Focusing on this is necessary for a number of reasons, one, if you have questions about the chemistry look no further than the level of sex you have. If it’s basic and usual, maybe you got problems. If it’s good and improving then you just might be on the right track. If it’s great and fulfilling then you got exactly what you need. It makes you feel like the king or queen. It gives you a sense of completion that your partner fucks you or you fuck your partner so good. If you don’t have to tell your mate how to do it, which way to do it because they know your body, how does that make you feel?

If you’ve had the foreplay leading into the sex so your always moist and the dude is already stimulated, just how much better is that sex than if it just seems set up and happens? What does it do to your mental and emotional psyche when you have sex that feels so good. That sex that makes you either hungry as fuck or fall into a slumber for awhile? These feelings that you have are important to the health of your relationship. It can provide a sense of security that you might not otherwise have if you aren’t having sex. Or if when you do have sex it isn’t good. Or if the sex feels rushed, or if one of you feels disconnected in some way.

I don’t pretend to subscribe to the notion that a healthy relationship can survive without a regular sex life. I don’t believe that you’re matched with someone to only experience parts of them. It is fully my belief that relationships are meant to have all elements involved. Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. There should be levels of connectedness that make you feel like you and that person are one more times than not. Individual journeys being woven together by life experiences together, by conversations and by the best sex that each of you can provide. Tell me how does one feel that they have you if they don’t really have that deep physical intimacy that needs to be had? You can be as emotionally connected as you want, but if you don’t feel anything when it’s time to get physical, I don’t believe that you will stay together long term.

Sometimes what you really need to feel is the love of that person. To have that man feel your strength. To go through that release of tension, that rush of energy and pleasure is a feeling that nothing can compare to. There is amount of talking or cuddling that will actually replace the physical touching and tangling and mixing of bodies. I challenge you to go home and put it down on your lovers if it’s time. And even if you just recently did that tell me how did you feel when it was done? Did you just want to bask in the moment? If you’re the person that will do this today, I bet when you’re done you will enjoy that person just a little more than you did before.

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Foreplay All Day

One of the best things you can do to get and keep your romance sparked is to have a healthy dose of foreplay. Nothing gets the mood right like doing things to turn each other on and keep things fresh. If you know anything about what it does, foreplay sets the tone for how things go. It is a sort of mind fucking that stimulates the body. No matter if the sex happens the same day or the next, when you allow yourself to be turned on and teased by your lover it only makes things better.

I think that foreplay, when done right and engaged by both parties, makes the relationship keep a sense of the unexpected. It has a way of making the day better when you least expect it to be. It can also be the thing that turns a good sex session into an amazing sex session. There has to be some understanding though about how far to take it. Make sure you know the level of freak that your partner has. Have a full understanding of what they deem to be acceptable to them. Nothing can ruin a mood more than having a lover who is super freaky and kinky and one who is… more basic or traditional. This can lead to awkward sexual foreplay, which can then lead to disappointing or uninspiring sex.

Also, be open minded when you choose to have foreplay with your lover. Don’t be afraid to show some skin, or if you’re together, get naked and lay up together. More than that, use your mouth, tongue, lips and hands on each other. Let that lead into the more intense moments of sex that happen between you two. Maybe just leave it at swapping head on each other. Let that take you over into the next day. Then do something else and something after that. Let the tension and heat build until you can’t take anymore and then let it all out. Explore and enjoy all the elements and levels of sex. Fuck until you have nothing left and let that aura and vibe engulf you and your lover. Bask in the afterglow of amazing sex, inspired by great foreplay.

People, you must understand that sometimes great sex is all about what’s done leading up to the sex, as much as it is the sex. Often times if you’ve been with someone for a while, just getting right to fucking may solve the primary itch, but the foreplay keeps it spicy. It can also reinvigorate your love life it it’s gone a little sour and stale. It can also keep your sex life from getting to that point, if you’re willing to be eventful and take a few fun risks. Explore the depths of your sexuality together. Nothing brings people closer than trying new things together. Can you imagine having oral sex in your vehicle in broad daylight? Playing around with each other in the park. Just think about the rush that would give and how much fun it would be.

As I’ve sat here and written this blog, I’ve given you reasons why you should allow yourself to be adventurous and have a robust foreplay life with your partner. I’ve also given you reasons why it works and why it might not. Hopefully your mind is open and hopefully your partner has a freak streak in them too. If so, experiment and explore. Love and let love. Foreplay all day

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Heart Chronicles

So it’s fair to say that I’ve written a good bit about the need and importance of sex in relationships. In this post I will expand a little deeper into the why and what it does. How it has such an important role and what a lack of it can mean for you and your relationship. Sit back, read, relax and enjoy. As always if you have comments feel free to leave them.

The why about sex being important is more than just the obvious and face value. Yes it feels amazing and it’s a great way to release tension from you and your partner. Whether it be towards each other or the just the general ebbs and flows of life. But, there is really a tangible benefit to having sex, or better yet, making love in your relationship. When you and your partner make love, be it slow and intimate or aggressive and passionate, what you’re doing is intertwining your bodies. You’re making that connection that you have even deeper. Because you are giving your most prized possession to that person, You. It can’t be understated just how much control is relinquished in a relationship once sex becomes a normal part of the activities.

Think about it for a minute. You have that special person and y’all are happy, things are going well, the vibe is amazing, but you’ve yet to get naked and let the physical attraction take over. While there is a bond and deepness that grows and develops from the time spent, the cuddling, talking and shit, nothing sends the feelings into overdrive like giving all of you to that person. Once that happens and the two of you have made love for the first time, everything changes. It’s not the same and you can’t even try to lie about it. You have just solidified your relationship with the most special gift of all. It’s then that you really find out just how bonded the two of you are. It takes all the words you’ve spoken and promises you’ve made and made them real and actual. Because now they have a piece of you and you have a piece of them.

Now the how is a little more intricate but just as relative. If you refer back to the previous paragraphs sex is the glue that binds the two of you together. How it does that is really simple if you think about it. Most people tend to value who they give their bodies too. And if it’s relationship wise, giving of your body is really the symbolic gesture of surrendering your heart. That’s what really happens when you lay with your lover. It is the act of you giving up control. It’s the emotions being released and bound and the heart being officially being tethered to that person. You have just done what you are or aren’t ready for. Made that person in control of you and the emotions that you display towards them. No matter what is said about you always being in control of you, when you love someone we all know that doesn’t apply the same way anymore.

What it does it changes everything. It allows for there to be tension and arguments so that there can be makeup sex. The best part, to some, of sex. Being able to disagree with that person and then releasing all that heat and passion in a sexual expression. If you’re the top or the male role, then you want to pound them cheeks or puss into submission. You want to make them know that you have that dominance over the situation. You want to make them submit to you and your will. If you’re the bottom or the taker in the situation, maybe you want to be punished and pleased. You want to be dominated or you may want to dish out a little aggression of your own. Maybe you sit on top and rid your partner so you can have control of the situation. Either way it goes, the sex allows you to release the frustration and get those good feeling endorphins released.

What it also does is change the mood and tenor of the environment without needing lots of discussion or time. If the debates are relatively small in nature, however, if things are more serious, sex can have a way of greasing the skids to ease into a more difficult and complicated conversation that needs to take place. Or just remove the conversation part at all until a later time when all parties are more prepared for the conversation. What it also does is allow for you to feel that love and passion that your lover has for you. It makes you feel as good as you want to feel, and we all want to feel good because of the one we love.

Now, if your relationship is lacking in the love making department, then it can mean a few things and most all of them aren’t good. If you aren’t having sex, then you have no real release value that the two you can engage in together. You are missing that physical connection as well, which is much needed. It can be hurtful because it can cause a buildup of tension and make you feel on edge more than you should. It leads to doubts and concerns of infidelity. It can make you feel unwanted and unattractive. These are all things that you don’t want to make your lover feel and if you have this present it needs to be addressed. A lack of sex brings about feelings of uncertainty. It can also make you wonder if the person is really into the relationship. The exception to this is if the two of you have agreed to wait until marriage to have sex.

The other exception is if the person is a virgin and you’re waiting for an appropriate time that they’re comfortable to have sexy with you. In these cases the intimate time spent talking, cuddling and bonding are precious and forming the necessary groundwork for that first night.

So there you have it. My feelings on the how, what and why’s of sex. The importance and what it creates. Having it, you feel good, you’re relationship is likely in a good place. You’re environment is a good one. If the sex is bad, well that’s a whole different conversation, but at least you having it. If you lacking, well time to make some decisions and think about what you want to do. If you want to save the relationship figure out how to put that extra spark back into your love life. If you don’t let it die and get out.

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All Americans

I’ve written this sex short story. Lemme know what u think..

The All Americans
“Ooouu, please don’t stop. Don’t stop!! Yes baby, just like that. Damn you’re about to make me cream all over that dick daddy. I can’t take much more daddy. Please gimme all that nut you got.” That was what MikThe All Americans
“Ooouu, please don’t stop. Don’t stop!! Yes baby, just like that. Damn you’re about to make me cream all over that dick daddy. I can’t take much more daddy. Please gimme all that nut you got.” That was what Mike heard while he was balls deep in Aaron’s warm hole. “You ready for this nut? You want daddy to breed that ass? Tell daddy again you want this nutt inside you.” “Daddy, please give me that nutt deep in my guts!” “Aight yo I’m bout to nutt, Aaaahhhhh Shhiitttt!!!” And just like that the session had ended.
Mike was the All American Quarterback who had his team on the verge of contention for a national title. He was obviously the most popular man on campus and was the most sought after too. Aaron was a standout Wide Receiver. He too an All American in his own right. Definitely one of the most popular kids on campus as well. These two were living the College life at The University of California Los Angeles. Almost always perfect weather, a campus full of options and the ones with first choice of them all. Both Mike and Aaron were dating cheerleaders, but that real action came when they got together. Never ones to be sloppy or careless, they never let on to their delicious sexual encounters. They would always make sure to be seen with some of the prettiest girls on campus, their girlfriends, and if they feel a slip coming. Well, football became topic of conversation.
Mike had the prototypical Quarterback features. He was 6 ft 3 210 pounds, caramel complexion, with pretty skin, a gorgeous smile and a body sculpted right out of a Marvel comic. His chest was perfectly chiseled, both arms full of tats. A full defined eight pack and a v-cut that make anybody wanna lick it. His legs were stout, thick thighs and calves of rock solid muscle. What made him all the more attracting is he had the most charming personality. He could smile and sweet talk you out your draws if you weren’t careful. He was from Dallas, Texas and true to the lore that everything in Texas is bigger. He had a dick to match the poster boy image. He was ten inches long, slightly curved to left, thick with nicely trimmed pubic hair and nuts that hung low.
Aaron didn’t have the typical receiver height, as he stood 5 ft 10, but the rest of him was the dream a lot of girls on campus and some of the dudes too. Aaron weighed 185 pounds, had a real smooth body, rock hard six pack, beautiful smile, long blonde hair and the prettiest blue eyes you would want to see. He a smile that was inviting and a personality to match, but because he was a LA pretty boy, sometimes his attitude was shit and left people not on the football team with a bitter taste in their mouth for him. He had a pretty tan and that included his phat, little round ass and his solid 7 inch dick.
Mike and Aaron have known each other for three years. One year on the elite high school recruiting circuit and the past two years as teammates at UCLA. Both starting as Freshmen and instantly bonding, because as the top two stars on their recruiting class, and being QB1 and WR1, they needed to get if the team was going to achieve their goals of contending for the national title. For them, today was not different than any other day up until that hot ass sex scene they just finished.
Business as usual for these two meant 6am practice, breakfast at 8am. Hit the showers, class from 10am until 3pm. Afternoon team meetings, homework, study and then the night to do what they want with whomever they want. And usually that was chilling with their girlfriends or teammates. Well, with the team coming off an emotional and huge win over arch rival USC, today was different. Coach cancelled all practices and meetings for the day. Just wanting players to check in with the strength coach and their position coaches. Get any needed treatment from the medical staff and enjoy a hard earned and well deserved off day. To the guys that meant fuck off, skip class and make memories.
For Mike and Aaron, a chance to do what QB1 and WR1 do, get extra reps together on the practice field with the rest of the receiving unit to stay crisp. Only today it would be just the two of them and that always, normally led them to trouble after they played with temptation a year ago. When they first became teammates they didn’t really like each other. Mostly because Mike was the biggest thing coming out of Texas and his ego wasn’t the only thing getting blown up. He was destroying booty holes left and right, secretly thou. LOL. He knew that he couldn’t risk his secret getting out that he was bisexual. That would hurt him in recruiting and it was always his goal to star at the D1 level.
With that being his leading premise, he was careful to make sure the holes he smashed were those of fellow football and basketball players, usually on rival teams across the state. And once he hit the national recruiting circuit, that was putting a fat kid in a candy store. He was fucking dudes from East Coast to West Coast. Midwest to Down South. Leaving his imprint and having all them niggas screaming daddy with that big dick he was slanging. Mike knew he could whomever he wanted whenever he wanted, all he had to do was flash that smile, put on that charm and the rest was history.
After a small workout last year, similar to the one today, with just him and the receivers and running backs, Mike was just out the showers and another receiver, Andre, were at their lockers dressing, Mike dropped his towel and turned around and Andre saw what he was working wit, and made him smile, only he thought he was just smiling on the inside. Turns out he was staring and smiling at Mike on the outside too. And Mike saw him, smiled back and asked if he saw something he liked? Andre snapped to when he heard Mike talking, realized he was caught this time and shyly said yea, making his eyes go back to Mike’s now semi hard dick. Mike grinned grabbed his dick and turned around to continue putting on his clothes.
Andre was thinking at that point what would it be like to have all that meat down his throat. Better yet, how would it fill to have him stretch his tight hole open. Something he hadn’t felt since he got on campus four months ago. Andre knew he had to find a way to have his day with Mr. All American. He heard the word around campus from all the girls Mike fucked, that his stroke game was sumthin serious and he needed to see if the talk was legit. He also had heard the word, being from Texas and a year behind Mike, that he was Bi and liked to bust some holes open because he was friends with a few of the guys Mike dicked down back in high school. He just had to figure out how and when to make his move.
It was the next day after a full team practice and as usual, he and Mike were the last two in the locker room . This time Andre wasn’t going to let Mike leave without having that Texas meat plunged deep in his ass and down his throat. Just like the day before, as Mike was toweling off and starting to dress he turned around to face Andre and smiled at him first this time. He gave him props for running the right routes and continued to get dressed. Andre felt that was his queue and asked Mike for a favor. He said sure and Andre immediately dropped to his knees to engulf all that pretty, brown meat.
Making sure he could get as much in his mouth at one time, Andre took a deep breath, opened his mouth and deep throated the dick on the first slurp. Mike started to ask what was he doing, but instead said fuck it and threw his head back, moaning and thrusting his hips forward to face fuck Andre. For Andre it was like heaven for him. He was pleasing the school star, his home state big shot and the star of the football team. As he sucked away, he took time to smell Mike’s scent from his dick and balls. It had a fresh cocoa butter smell and the more he sucked, the more it throbbed, pulsated and grew in his mouth. Andre was 6 ft 1 195 pounds dark chocolate with a phat bubble ass and full, juicy lips. His body too, cut like a sculpture and a deep but soft voice to match. Outwardly he was the opposite of Mike. Reserved and kinda shy, but when it came to sex he could go toe to toe with him.
The more comfortable they both got with what was going on, the more Mike thrust his hips to get as much of his dick n Andre’s mouth as he could. Occasionally Andre would gag as the dick was getting too deep in his throat and he would come up for air. Then he would gently suck Mike’s big balls making Mike moan real heavy, grabbing Andre’s head, pushing it back on his dripping wett dick. After a while, Mike was ready to taste that chocolate ass, so he flipped Andre around, bent him over and went to work. He ate that ass like he was starving. He was just so perfect. Soft but firm, smooth and chocolate. His hole small and pretty. The first lick made Andre jump. He was soft, warm and sensual. The next ones made him moan and once Mike slid his tongue inside he was melted and moaning quite loudly.
This continued for a while. Mike wanted to make sure Andre felt relaxed and that he had gotten his ass super wett. Because Mike didn’t have any lube and he was ready to go balls deep. Andre knew what was coming and asked if Mike had a condom. He lied and said he didn’t to see if Andre would insist. Knowing the rep of his star Andre asked Mike to check to make sure. Mike fit a little mad and said more forcefully he didn’t have one. Not wanting to miss his chance to get that dick. Andre backed down and said ok, Mike smiled and shoved his dick in, just to make a point. Andre screamed and pushed Mike out of him. He asked him why he do that? Mike said to teach a lesson. Andre understood and bent back over. As Mike continued to dig in and plunge Andre’s now wett and open hole he felt that sensation start to rise. He knew that he wasn’t too far away from busting his huge nut.
Mike knew what was coming and based on his increase in tempo Andre started to sense what was coming too. He knew he submitted to Mike fuckin him raw but he didn’t want to be bred by him, because he was unsure if Mike was clean or not. Just as Mike was preparing to make those final deep pumps, Andre between browns said please pull out. Mike appeared to disregard what he heard, because he didn’t answer Andre. Instead he thrust harder and his dick stiffened. He groaned loudly and said “Nigga I’m bout to come.” That was followed by Mike’s big dick throbbing and then releasing. He held his dick deep inside Andre and let his nut empty into his open, wett hole.
Mike slid his glistening, wet dick out of Andre slapping his ass while pulling out. Smiling and still looking at him, Mike said that he would gladly find time to give Andre the dick again if he wanted to keep getting his hole stretched open. Andre stood up, turned around to face Mike and said with a wide grin “mmmm…maybe.” Turning back around to face his locker and get dressed all while laughing, smiling and loving the fact that he finally got that Texas dick he was secretly yearning for.
Both men finished dressing and exited the locker room. Making sure to be engaged in a conversation about the next opponent the team would face, as to not draw attention to himself, Mike was always cautious not to make anything look too suspect. This time his only problem was they weren’t the last two in the locker room as he had assumed. Even though all the showers were off, there was one teammate left besides the two of them. And more importantly than that, he had heard and seen the whole session. Aaron was both sad and excited all at the same time. He had suspected that his star QB was lowkey into guys and now he had his confirmation. He reveled in the fact that he could now try to score one with his teammate, but he was salty that he wasn’t the first teammate to be tamed by that Texas snake. Armed with what he now knows, Aaron started to plot how to use what he saw to get what he wants. He, unlike Mike, was not a DL Bisexual man. He was out and his girlfriend knew it, but he promised he would be faithful to her with both sexes. Although he knew that was promise he was going to break for Mike.
A few months passed and all was quiet regarding Mike, Andre and Aaron. The season had ended, preparation had begun for the next year and all the players were making sure to keep their grades strong, while having more of a social profile, since the end of the season. Mike was being Mike. Living it up, rocking with his girl, having fun at the frat parties, kicking it with teammates, studying and thinking about who he was gone drain his dick in next. He knew he could fuck Andre again, but he wanted someone new. Knowing that doesn’t want to risk drawing attention to himself, whomever he selected next he had to know for sure they wanted him, but would keep the shit a secret between the two of them
It was a Wednesday afternoon and like the days and weeks that preceded it, the football team had just finished their afternoon practice. All the players were showering, getting treatment, clowning around and discussing plans for after they were finished. Mike was busy planning who he was about to fuck next while washing his delicious, caramel body. Knowing that eyes were watching, he always took time to slowly wash his chest, v-cut and dick. He wanted to see if he could catch a staring eye or three. At his locker, sitting just listening to music now as he always does, Mike doesn’t realize the locker room has completely cleared, except for Aaron.
Aaron, knowing that it’s just Mike and him left, walked down to Mike and sat beside him. Getting his attention so he can take off his headphones. Aaron asked Mike if he was ok, seeing as how he was still in just his underwear and the rest of the team had already left. Mike said he was fine, had just got lost in his thoughts. Accepting his answer, he left Mike and went to finish grabbing his stuff to leave. That’s when Mike stood up and made his way to Aaron. Dick starting to get hard and bulge through his underwear. He asked him if he wanted to have fun. Aaron asked what does that and Mike smiled and told him, no questions just answer his question. Nervous, but excited as to where this may go. He said yes and the rest became history.
Mike took off the clothes Aaron had just finished putting on. He slowly started kissing on his neck, gently sliding his tongue on Aaron’s soft skin, making him have chills and moans come out his mouth. He didn’t know that Mike was gone be as aggressive and passionate at the same time. He pulled Mike’s head up to give him a kiss and Mike pulled back, pushing Aaron’s head down to lick his nipples and go down towards his long, thick, precum dripped dick. Not one for being too passionate Mike didn’t want to get too serious, he just wanted to get a feel for that smooth , White ass that he was smacking. Aaron followed the direction given, and happily tasted all of Mike’s body from chest down to his dick.
He saw that dick and almost gagged immediately. Aaron inhaled the smell of Mike’s scent while he bobbed on that dick. He wasn’t exactly sure the pace Mike wanted but he knew he had to be prepared to swallow all that dick. He tried to start off slowly, but Mike wasn’t having it. He grabbed Aaron’s head and pushed it down on his dick. Causing his gag reflex to trigger and push Mike back to catch his breath. After stopping for a second, Aaron went back at it and made Mike moan loudly as he began to throat fuck him with deep thrusts of his pelvis. It was about the time that Aaron’s jaws began to feel sore that Mike pulled his head off his dick and turned him around so he could see that pink booty hole. Aaron had just Naired himself so he knew that his hole was smooth and ready to be ate and fucked. Mike spread Aaron’s cheeks and softly licked his hole. Again, Aaron had chills and jumped a little because it felt so good and warm. Mike grabbed him by the waist spread his cakes again and plunged his thick tongue into Aaron’s waiting ass.
The feeling was so pleasurable. It made Aaron relax more and more Mike licked and sucked on his hole. He was moaning loudly and throwing his ass back, loving every minute of what he was feeling. Mike came up from that hole and was ready to beat it in. With Aaron’s ass already lubed from being ate and his dick brick hard, he put some spit on his dick and slid his fat dick head into Aaron’s tight hole. That pressure from Mike’s dick was so intense he screamed ooouuuu shit!! Mike told him keep yo ass still nigga and take this dick. You wanted it. Now take this dick like a pro nigga. Those words ringing in his ears and his desire to pleasure Mike fully, Aaron started throwing his ass back on Mike and the friction had both men groaning loud.
Mike had Aaron bent over the recliners blowing his back out. His nut flapping against Aaron’s ass as he kept getting balls deep. Pounding and stroking, mixing it up so Aaron’s now gushing, wett hole would keep creaming on his dick. Aaron was unable to keep throwing it back because Mike had sent his sensations into overdrive. His hole was so open and was becoming tender as Mike keeps pounding away with all that meat. The payoff was coming soon for both of them. Mike was feeling his heavy nuts tighten up and so he began to dick deeper into Aaron. Feeling that Mike was getting closer, Aaron used that to throw his ass back to create that extra friction and that put Mike over the top. He groaned, moaned and panted and then you heard, FUUUUCCCKKK. What came after was loads and loads and loads of nut. Flooding Aaron like super soaker.
Exhausted from being fucked senseless, Aaron collapsed in the recliner and couldn’t stop smiling. Those dreams he kept having after seeing Mike fuck had finally come true. It was everything he thought it would be and more. He didn’t know what type of stroke game he was gone get from Mike but he loved it all. He wouldn’t change this experience for nothing. But now he’s realizing that he can’t tell anyone about what just happened. Mike isn’t open like he is, so this had to kept between the two of them. It was the anticlimax to an otherwise amazing afternoon. Mike for his part was sitting there, spent but also feeling great. He always wanted that White ass he just flooded and he can check him off his list. And just like Andre, he told Aaron he would be glad to give him the dick again.
The two men showered, got cleaned up and headed out the locker room back to the rest of campus and to find their girlfriends. Mike and Aaron went for months meeting up here and there for quickies and having fun exploring different places they can fuck and not get caught. They did it just about anywhere they could a secluded space to feel the rush of possibly getting caught. It was a lot for them keep it hidden and it was starting to drain Aaron but it appeared Mike was having a good time. It’s true that he was, but he was starting to feel conflicted because he was enjoying dicking Aaron down so much, but he was also starting to develop feelings for him as they hung out. Now he was torn on whether to come out and pursue Aaron or stay on the low, keep his girl and fuck them both.
The end of summer came and football season was back in full swing. The team was undefeated after the first three weeks and headed towards a date with instate rival the Stanford Cardinals. Mike and Aaron were dominating through the first three games and off the field they were still having casual flings. Mike still wasn’t ready to let the world know that he was a bisexual man. And begrudgingly Aaron agreed and kept his All American’s secret safe. It seemed that nothing to really go wrong for these two. They had the world at their fingertips. They did the same thing that they always did during this week. Found fuck spots twice before game day and then go out to dominate their opponents. Game over Bruins win, Mike and crew keep the hype moving towards their hope to win a national title. He is also alive in the Heisman discussion so there are more cameras, more attention, which means less time for him to fuck Aaron.
It’s been three weeks and there’s been no sex between Aaron and Mike. The star is swamped with Heisman hype and game film study. Also Mike was getting more paranoid before they stopped having sex because he felt they had been doing it too much. Aaron was feeling a bit abandoned by his sexual lover and his best friend. Aaron was wondering what did he do wrong, or if it was a mistake to have been fucking Mike for all these months. Maybe his ass wasn’t good enough for him anymore. There was no way to know because they hadn’t talked and he doesn’t know what to do to try and get answers for himself. The uncertainty surrounding his status with his friend was starting to affect his play. He wasn’t as focused and his play was beginning to hurt the team on offense.
Now we sit here and its USC week. The bitter rival from Southern California was coming to their place for the biggest showdown of the season. Mike knew that he needed his ace wide out at the top of his game if they were going to best USC. That meant he needed to take time to talk to his friend. Tell him why he’s been distant and try to help him get his head on straight. He caught up to Aaron on Tuesday afternoon, before practice and his obligations. He apologized and told him that part of the reason he stayed away is because he needed to focus and he was becoming more uncertain of what he wants in regards to the two of them and their situation. It was weighing heavily on his mind and he decided that for the rest of the season they wont hook up anymore, but he wanted to have one last jaunt tonight.
Aaron sat listening to everything Mike had to say and he felt a sense of shame come over him. He felt like he got too caught up in fucking Mike to really realize that Mike wasn’t going to get into him the same way as he was into him. He heard Mike say that no sex until after the season. He also said that he was not going to come out for him. He was realizing that he was no more than friends with benefits that was holding a secret. Now he had to decide whether he wanted to have that last fuck for the year or if he just wanted to say fuck it and leave Mike alone all together until he decided what he wanted to do. Aaron knew getting that dick would relieve his stress. It would make him feel good, but it also be private and secret, not to be talked about at all on any level. Mike looked at him like he was a hyena in the wild stalking its prey. He was ready to pull put that caramel snake and plow his hole one more time.
Against his better judgement, but following with his ass, Aaron told Mike yes he could fuck him tonight. While Mike has a chess cat grin on his face told you all you would need to know about his plans and intentions, the disappointed look on Aaron’s face let you know exactly how he felt about having to have another discreet hookup. The rest of the passed quickly as usual for them both. And as the time came closer for them to do it, Aaron was having second thoughts about it. See he had quietly broke up with his girlfriend because he could no longer pretend him fucking her was satisfying him and he also wanted his conscious free to pursue Mike.
He thought about texting Mike to tell him that he had changed his mind and he no longer wanted to fuck tonight. Every time he pulled out his phone to send the message he kept having flashbacks to all the sex they’ve had and he didn’t want to miss out on getting his back blown out, having his ass creamy wett and having Mike’s big dick breed his pink hole. The allure of sensual sex was overpowering his desire to hold out in hopes Mike would give him what he really wanted. He chose to get ready for this last session and worry about the rest after it was all over.
He looked at the last video he recorded with Mike of them fucking to get himself even more horny and wet for tonight. He couldn’t take his off Mike’s long dick, his beautiful body and how he was stroking him inch by inch, deeper and deeper. As Aaron got in the shower he began to day dream about the video he just watched. Soaping his defined muscles from his chest down, down his stomach, to his hard seven inch dick, and around to his little plump ass, that was already wett. Fingering his hole slightly, Aaron began to moan and feel the juices inside him on his finger. He quickly put two fingers inside his hole to stretch his hole just a little.
Meanwhile, Mike was in his apartment clowning with teammates, playing video games when he looked at is phone and realized the time. He had to get ready so he could slang that pipe in Aaron and let him know how much he cared for him without breaking his vow to put himself just yet. Mike was planning to tell Aaron that he loved him and that once his collegiate career was done, next year and he declared early for the draft, that he was going to come out so they could pursue a relationship together. He felt great about his decision and even more so, he was excited because he was about to get his dick wett at Aaron’s expense again tonight. Mike visualized the last time he was balls deep in Aaron’s tanned hole. He was picturing Aaron on his back, legs spread open, him pounding away. His body glistening with little beads of sweat. Making Aaron take all his dick until neither could take anymore and he bust a huge loan in his hole. Thinking about this while washing got Mike’s dick to start jumping. He was ready.
Tonight was different for Mike so rather than find a random place for them to fuck they had a hotel room down the street from campus. This way they could take their time, they could talk and not be worried about going caught or interrupted. Mike could fuck all night and really get Aaron stuck on him. That way he hoped that would carry him the rest of the year and season without that huge meat pounding his ass, thumping against his walls. Fresh and fly Mike showed up in his black Nike sweat suit with the brand new retro 11s custom made matching the Bruins school colors. He smelled amazing and he was looking forward to fucking Aaron stupid all night.
First to arrive, Mike set the mood. He had the lights off, candles lit with the music playing too. He had taken his shirt off, so his sexy brown skin was showing and glowing. Perfect body with his blue and white Hollister underwear on, showing as his pants sagged off his round muscle ass. He wanted to tease Aaron as soon as he got there by being shirtless. His way of starting the fun, messing with his mind and beginning what was going to be a very long night. It was shortly after Mike took his shirt off that Aaron knocked at the room door, Mike hesitated for a minute then opened the door. Not expecting him to open the door shirtless, Aaron had an immediate bulge, big smile and little tingle from his hole as the site of Mike turned him on immediately. If Mike told him to get naked right now, Aaron would strip.
Now for his part, Aaron was no slouch. He was wearing some yellow skinny jeans, a white fitted polo and his own custom 11s as well. With just a little sang in his pants, you could tell he had on blue American Eagle underwear. He walked in, smelling good and gave Mike a big hug, holding him an extra second or two, smiling as he felt the muscles and body of his favorite guy touching his. They sat and began talking about how the rest of their day apart went. Laughing and enjoying the story each one told, the chemistry was on full display. You could easily see why both was attracted to the other.
Aaron said he had something he wanted to tell Mike and that it would be a bit a of a game changer for their situation. He eased Mike’s tension by saying it was nothing bad because he could see his demeanor change with that statement being made. So Aaron sat on the bed and Mike sat in the chair. Aaron looked at Mike and told him that a few weeks ago he broke up with his girlfriend. The look on Mike’s face let him know that he was very surprised. Aaron admitted that all the sex he was having with Mike made it impossible for him to be with her because he cheating. And more than that he had developed these strong feelings and didn’t want to let them go. He said that if that meant they could never have sex after tonight he understood because it wouldn’t be as easy for them to hide it.
Mike looked in disbelief at what his best friend and secret fuck buddy had told him. He didn’t really understand why Aaron felt the need to break things off with his girl so abruptly. Yea they’ve been fucking regularly for months now, but that didn’t mean he had to do that now. But he accepted what he had to say and told him that he still wants to resume fucking after the end of the season. He couldn’t allow himself to be distracted in the final couple months of the season with a title chase ongoing and his push towards winning the Heisman trophy. He also said that he wanted to tell Aaron something that would change their dynamic and eased his fears that it was nothing bad.
He looked Aaron in his face and explained that part of the reason for the distance was because he was wrestling with his feelings for him. He confessed that all the time together and the fucking and the friendship they already had made him feel different. It wasn’t jjust fucking for the sake of it. It was the secret hole pounding that gave him the thrill. He admitted that he loved Aaron and he was caught up with those feelings every time he ducked him down. Mike said that once his college career was finished and he had declared for the draft and subsequently been drafted, that he would come out and would attempt to have a relationship with Aaron. Mike felt great getting that off his chest and Aaron’s face was a mix of happiness, sadness and shoc. He was speechless.
Mike didn’t wait for a response. He took all his clothes off, revealing his 10 inch thick dick that was now fully erect. He walked over to Aaron who had taken his clothes off too and put his dick in his mouth. To Aaron it tasted better than before. Maybe the shine from Mike’s announcement had him over the moon, but he was enjoying every second. This time there wasn’t a long oral session, Mike lubed Aaron’s ass and then put some on his dick and slid all his meat up Aaron’s hole into his guts. He slow stroked that hole for seemed like forever. With every stroke Aaron moaned louder, his hole got even wetter and Mike’s balls slapped his ass over and over.
Three hours later, three nuts later they were still at it. This time Mike had Aaron riding his dick. Bouncing up and down, all way to the base. Full of dick Aaron groaned, grabbed Mike’s arms and begged for him to stop. Mike smiled kissed his hand and pounded away, getting that ass wett, gushy and creamy. He flipped Aaron over to his back, put his legs in the air and plowed back into his tender, stretched hole. The pounding and subsequent sounds of dick and ass juice filled the room. Mike was ready to let his last nutt out and Aaron was ready to take it. As if perfectly timed, Mike’s balls swelled, his dick stiffened even more and then an explosion happened. Loads of nutt shot into Aaron’s hole. Each warm burst being felt, he knew it was done and so was this session. Both men spent, they lay in the bed next to each other. Smiling, breathing heavy and content. Knowing that once they leave in the morning this is last memory of sex together for months. Aaron lay in Mike’s arms until they fall asleep and thinking to himself this could be his life, what an adventure it would be.
e heard while he was balls deep in Aaron’s warm hole. “You ready for this nut? You want daddy to breed that ass? Tell daddy again you want this nutt inside you.” “Daddy, please give me that nutt deep in my guts!” “Aight yo I’m bout to nutt, Aaaahhhhh Shhiitttt!!!” And just like that the session had ended.
Mike was the All American Quarterback who had his team on the verge of contention for a national title. He was obviously the most popular man on campus and was the most sought after too. Aaron was a standout Wide Receiver. He too an All American in his own right. Definitely one of the most popular kids on campus as well. These two were living the College life at The University of California Los Angeles. Almost always perfect weather, a campus full of options and the ones with first choice of them all. Both Mike and Aaron were dating cheerleaders, but that real action came when they got together. Never ones to be sloppy or careless, they never let on to their delicious sexual encounters. They would always make sure to be seen with some of the prettiest girls on campus, their girlfriends, and if they feel a slip coming. Well, football became topic of conversation.
Mike had the prototypical Quarterback features. He was 6 ft 3 210 pounds, caramel complexion, with pretty skin, a gorgeous smile and a body sculpted right out of a Marvel comic. His chest was perfectly chiseled, both arms full of tats. A full defined eight pack and a v-cut that make anybody wanna lick it. His legs were stout, thick thighs and calves of rock solid muscle. What made him all the more attracting is he had the most charming personality. He could smile and sweet talk you out your draws if you weren’t careful. He was from Dallas, Texas and true to the lore that everything in Texas is bigger. He had a dick to match the poster boy image. He was ten inches long, slightly curved to left, thick with nicely trimmed pubic hair and nuts that hung low.
Aaron didn’t have the typical receiver height, as he stood 5 ft 10, but the rest of him was the dream a lot of girls on campus and some of the dudes too. Aaron weighed 185 pounds, had a real smooth body, rock hard six pack, beautiful smile, long blonde hair and the prettiest blue eyes you would want to see. He a smile that was inviting and a personality to match, but because he was a LA pretty boy, sometimes his attitude was shit and left people not on the football team with a bitter taste in their mouth for him. He had a pretty tan and that included his phat, little round ass and his solid 7 inch dick.
Mike and Aaron have known each other for three years. One year on the elite high school recruiting circuit and the past two years as teammates at UCLA. Both starting as Freshmen and instantly bonding, because as the top two stars on their recruiting class, and being QB1 and WR1, they needed to get if the team was going to achieve their goals of contending for the national title. For them, today was not different than any other day up until that hot ass sex scene they just finished.
Business as usual for these two meant 6am practice, breakfast at 8am. Hit the showers, class from 10am until 3pm. Afternoon team meetings, homework, study and then the night to do what they want with whomever they want. And usually that was chilling with their girlfriends or teammates. Well, with the team coming off an emotional and huge win over arch rival USC, today was different. Coach cancelled all practices and meetings for the day. Just wanting players to check in with the strength coach and their position coaches. Get any needed treatment from the medical staff and enjoy a hard earned and well deserved off day. To the guys that meant fuck off, skip class and make memories.
For Mike and Aaron, a chance to do what QB1 and WR1 do, get extra reps together on the practice field with the rest of the receiving unit to stay crisp. Only today it would be just the two of them and that always, normally led them to trouble after they played with temptation a year ago. When they first became teammates they didn’t really like each other. Mostly because Mike was the biggest thing coming out of Texas and his ego wasn’t the only thing getting blown up. He was destroying booty holes left and right, secretly thou. LOL. He knew that he couldn’t risk his secret getting out that he was bisexual. That would hurt him in recruiting and it was always his goal to star at the D1 level.
With that being his leading premise, he was careful to make sure the holes he smashed were those of fellow football and basketball players, usually on rival teams across the state. And once he hit the national recruiting circuit, that was putting a fat kid in a candy store. He was fucking dudes from East Coast to West Coast. Midwest to Down South. Leaving his imprint and having all them niggas screaming daddy with that big dick he was slanging. Mike knew he could whomever he wanted whenever he wanted, all he had to do was flash that smile, put on that charm and the rest was history.
After a small workout last year, similar to the one today, with just him and the receivers and running backs, Mike was just out the showers and another receiver, Andre, were at their lockers dressing, Mike dropped his towel and turned around and Andre saw what he was working wit, and made him smile, only he thought he was just smiling on the inside. Turns out he was staring and smiling at Mike on the outside too. And Mike saw him, smiled back and asked if he saw something he liked? Andre snapped to when he heard Mike talking, realized he was caught this time and shyly said yea, making his eyes go back to Mike’s now semi hard dick. Mike grinned grabbed his dick and turned around to continue putting on his clothes.
Andre was thinking at that point what would it be like to have all that meat down his throat. Better yet, how would it fill to have him stretch his tight hole open. Something he hadn’t felt since he got on campus four months ago. Andre knew he had to find a way to have his day with Mr. All American. He heard the word around campus from all the girls Mike fucked, that his stroke game was sumthin serious and he needed to see if the talk was legit. He also had heard the word, being from Texas and a year behind Mike, that he was Bi and liked to bust some holes open because he was friends with a few of the guys Mike dicked down back in high school. He just had to figure out how and when to make his move.
It was the next day after a full team practice and as usual, he and Mike were the last two in the locker room . This time Andre wasn’t going to let Mike leave without having that Texas meat plunged deep in his ass and down his throat. Just like the day before, as Mike was toweling off and starting to dress he turned around to face Andre and smiled at him first this time. He gave him props for running the right routes and continued to get dressed. Andre felt that was his queue and asked Mike for a favor. He said sure and Andre immediately dropped to his knees to engulf all that pretty, brown meat.
Making sure he could get as much in his mouth at one time, Andre took a deep breath, opened his mouth and deep throated the dick on the first slurp. Mike started to ask what was he doing, but instead said fuck it and threw his head back, moaning and thrusting his hips forward to face fuck Andre. For Andre it was like heaven for him. He was pleasing the school star, his home state big shot and the star of the football team. As he sucked away, he took time to smell Mike’s scent from his dick and balls. It had a fresh cocoa butter smell and the more he sucked, the more it throbbed, pulsated and grew in his mouth. Andre was 6 ft 1 195 pounds dark chocolate with a phat bubble ass and full, juicy lips. His body too, cut like a sculpture and a deep but soft voice to match. Outwardly he was the opposite of Mike. Reserved and kinda shy, but when it came to sex he could go toe to toe with him.
The more comfortable they both got with what was going on, the more Mike thrust his hips to get as much of his dick n Andre’s mouth as he could. Occasionally Andre would gag as the dick was getting too deep in his throat and he would come up for air. Then he would gently suck Mike’s big balls making Mike moan real heavy, grabbing Andre’s head, pushing it back on his dripping wett dick. After a while, Mike was ready to taste that chocolate ass, so he flipped Andre around, bent him over and went to work. He ate that ass like he was starving. He was just so perfect. Soft but firm, smooth and chocolate. His hole small and pretty. The first lick made Andre jump. He was soft, warm and sensual. The next ones made him moan and once Mike slid his tongue inside he was melted and moaning quite loudly.
This continued for a while. Mike wanted to make sure Andre felt relaxed and that he had gotten his ass super wett. Because Mike didn’t have any lube and he was ready to go balls deep. Andre knew what was coming and asked if Mike had a condom. He lied and said he didn’t to see if Andre would insist. Knowing the rep of his star Andre asked Mike to check to make sure. Mike fit a little mad and said more forcefully he didn’t have one. Not wanting to miss his chance to get that dick. Andre backed down and said ok, Mike smiled and shoved his dick in, just to make a point. Andre screamed and pushed Mike out of him. He asked him why he do that? Mike said to teach a lesson. Andre understood and bent back over. As Mike continued to dig in and plunge Andre’s now wett and open hole he felt that sensation start to rise. He knew that he wasn’t too far away from busting his huge nut.
Mike knew what was coming and based on his increase in tempo Andre started to sense what was coming too. He knew he submitted to Mike fuckin him raw but he didn’t want to be bred by him, because he was unsure if Mike was clean or not. Just as Mike was preparing to make those final deep pumps, Andre between browns said please pull out. Mike appeared to disregard what he heard, because he didn’t answer Andre. Instead he thrust harder and his dick stiffened. He groaned loudly and said “Nigga I’m bout to come.” That was followed by Mike’s big dick throbbing and then releasing. He held his dick deep inside Andre and let his nut empty into his open, wett hole.
Mike slid his glistening, wet dick out of Andre slapping his ass while pulling out. Smiling and still looking at him, Mike said that he would gladly find time to give Andre the dick again if he wanted to keep getting his hole stretched open. Andre stood up, turned around to face Mike and said with a wide grin “mmmm…maybe.” Turning back around to face his locker and get dressed all while laughing, smiling and loving the fact that he finally got that Texas dick he was secretly yearning for.
Both men finished dressing and exited the locker room. Making sure to be engaged in a conversation about the next opponent the team would face, as to not draw attention to himself, Mike was always cautious not to make anything look too suspect. This time his only problem was they weren’t the last two in the locker room as he had assumed. Even though all the showers were off, there was one teammate left besides the two of them. And more importantly than that, he had heard and seen the whole session. Aaron was both sad and excited all at the same time. He had suspected that his star QB was lowkey into guys and now he had his confirmation. He reveled in the fact that he could now try to score one with his teammate, but he was salty that he wasn’t the first teammate to be tamed by that Texas snake. Armed with what he now knows, Aaron started to plot how to use what he saw to get what he wants. He, unlike Mike, was not a DL Bisexual man. He was out and his girlfriend knew it, but he promised he would be faithful to her with both sexes. Although he knew that was promise he was going to break for Mike.
A few months passed and all was quiet regarding Mike, Andre and Aaron. The season had ended, preparation had begun for the next year and all the players were making sure to keep their grades strong, while having more of a social profile, since the end of the season. Mike was being Mike. Living it up, rocking with his girl, having fun at the frat parties, kicking it with teammates, studying and thinking about who he was gone drain his dick in next. He knew he could fuck Andre again, but he wanted someone new. Knowing that doesn’t want to risk drawing attention to himself, whomever he selected next he had to know for sure they wanted him, but would keep the shit a secret between the two of them
It was a Wednesday afternoon and like the days and weeks that preceded it, the football team had just finished their afternoon practice. All the players were showering, getting treatment, clowning around and discussing plans for after they were finished. Mike was busy planning who he was about to fuck next while washing his delicious, caramel body. Knowing that eyes were watching, he always took time to slowly wash his chest, v-cut and dick. He wanted to see if he could catch a staring eye or three. At his locker, sitting just listening to music now as he always does, Mike doesn’t realize the locker room has completely cleared, except for Aaron.
Aaron, knowing that it’s just Mike and him left, walked down to Mike and sat beside him. Getting his attention so he can take off his headphones. Aaron asked Mike if he was ok, seeing as how he was still in just his underwear and the rest of the team had already left. Mike said he was fine, had just got lost in his thoughts. Accepting his answer, he left Mike and went to finish grabbing his stuff to leave. That’s when Mike stood up and made his way to Aaron. Dick starting to get hard and bulge through his underwear. He asked him if he wanted to have fun. Aaron asked what does that and Mike smiled and told him, no questions just answer his question. Nervous, but excited as to where this may go. He said yes and the rest became history.
Mike took off the clothes Aaron had just finished putting on. He slowly started kissing on his neck, gently sliding his tongue on Aaron’s soft skin, making him have chills and moans come out his mouth. He didn’t know that Mike was gone be as aggressive and passionate at the same time. He pulled Mike’s head up to give him a kiss and Mike pulled back, pushing Aaron’s head down to lick his nipples and go down towards his long, thick, precum dripped dick. Not one for being too passionate Mike didn’t want to get too serious, he just wanted to get a feel for that smooth , White ass that he was smacking. Aaron followed the direction given, and happily tasted all of Mike’s body from chest down to his dick.
He saw that dick and almost gagged immediately. Aaron inhaled the smell of Mike’s scent while he bobbed on that dick. He wasn’t exactly sure the pace Mike wanted but he knew he had to be prepared to swallow all that dick. He tried to start off slowly, but Mike wasn’t having it. He grabbed Aaron’s head and pushed it down on his dick. Causing his gag reflex to trigger and push Mike back to catch his breath. After stopping for a second, Aaron went back at it and made Mike moan loudly as he began to throat fuck him with deep thrusts of his pelvis. It was about the time that Aaron’s jaws began to feel sore that Mike pulled his head off his dick and turned him around so he could see that pink booty hole. Aaron had just Naired himself so he knew that his hole was smooth and ready to be ate and fucked. Mike spread Aaron’s cheeks and softly licked his hole. Again, Aaron had chills and jumped a little because it felt so good and warm. Mike grabbed him by the waist spread his cakes again and plunged his thick tongue into Aaron’s waiting ass.
The feeling was so pleasurable. It made Aaron relax more and more Mike licked and sucked on his hole. He was moaning loudly and throwing his ass back, loving every minute of what he was feeling. Mike came up from that hole and was ready to beat it in. With Aaron’s ass already lubed from being ate and his dick brick hard, he put some spit on his dick and slid his fat dick head into Aaron’s tight hole. That pressure from Mike’s dick was so intense he screamed ooouuuu shit!! Mike told him keep yo ass still nigga and take this dick. You wanted it. Now take this dick like a pro nigga. Those words ringing in his ears and his desire to pleasure Mike fully, Aaron started throwing his ass back on Mike and the friction had both men groaning loud.
Mike had Aaron bent over the recliners blowing his back out. His nut flapping against Aaron’s ass as he kept getting balls deep. Pounding and stroking, mixing it up so Aaron’s now gushing, wett hole would keep creaming on his dick. Aaron was unable to keep throwing it back because Mike had sent his sensations into overdrive. His hole was so open and was becoming tender as Mike keeps pounding away with all that meat. The payoff was coming soon for both of them. Mike was feeling his heavy nuts tighten up and so he began to dick deeper into Aaron. Feeling that Mike was getting closer, Aaron used that to throw his ass back to create that extra friction and that put Mike over the top. He groaned, moaned and panted and then you heard, FUUUUCCCKKK. What came after was loads and loads and loads of nut. Flooding Aaron like super soaker.
Exhausted from being fucked senseless, Aaron collapsed in the recliner and couldn’t stop smiling. Those dreams he kept having after seeing Mike fuck had finally come true. It was everything he thought it would be and more. He didn’t know what type of stroke game he was gone get from Mike but he loved it all. He wouldn’t change this experience for nothing. But now he’s realizing that he can’t tell anyone about what just happened. Mike isn’t open like he is, so this had to kept between the two of them. It was the anticlimax to an otherwise amazing afternoon. Mike for his part was sitting there, spent but also feeling great. He always wanted that White ass he just flooded and he can check him off his list. And just like Andre, he told Aaron he would be glad to give him the dick again.
The two men showered, got cleaned up and headed out the locker room back to the rest of campus and to find their girlfriends. Mike and Aaron went for months meeting up here and there for quickies and having fun exploring different places they can fuck and not get caught. They did it just about anywhere they could a secluded space to feel the rush of possibly getting caught. It was a lot for them keep it hidden and it was starting to drain Aaron but it appeared Mike was having a good time. It’s true that he was, but he was starting to feel conflicted because he was enjoying dicking Aaron down so much, but he was also starting to develop feelings for him as they hung out. Now he was torn on whether to come out and pursue Aaron or stay on the low, keep his girl and fuck them both.
The end of summer came and football season was back in full swing. The team was undefeated after the first three weeks and headed towards a date with instate rival the Stanford Cardinals. Mike and Aaron were dominating through the first three games and off the field they were still having casual flings. Mike still wasn’t ready to let the world know that he was a bisexual man. And begrudgingly Aaron agreed and kept his All American’s secret safe. It seemed that nothing to really go wrong for these two. They had the world at their fingertips. They did the same thing that they always did during this week. Found fuck spots twice before game day and then go out to dominate their opponents. Game over Bruins win, Mike and crew keep the hype moving towards their hope to win a national title. He is also alive in the Heisman discussion so there are more cameras, more attention, which means less time for him to fuck Aaron.
It’s been three weeks and there’s been no sex between Aaron and Mike. The star is swamped with Heisman hype and game film study. Also Mike was getting more paranoid before they stopped having sex because he felt they had been doing it too much. Aaron was feeling a bit abandoned by his sexual lover and his best friend. Aaron was wondering what did he do wrong, or if it was a mistake to have been fucking Mike for all these months. Maybe his ass wasn’t good enough for him anymore. There was no way to know because they hadn’t talked and he doesn’t know what to do to try and get answers for himself. The uncertainty surrounding his status with his friend was starting to affect his play. He wasn’t as focused and his play was beginning to hurt the team on offense.
Now we sit here and its USC week. The bitter rival from Southern California was coming to their place for the biggest showdown of the season. Mike knew that he needed his ace wide out at the top of his game if they were going to best USC. That meant he needed to take time to talk to his friend. Tell him why he’s been distant and try to help him get his head on straight. He caught up to Aaron on Tuesday afternoon, before practice and his obligations. He apologized and told him that part of the reason he stayed away is because he needed to focus and he was becoming more uncertain of what he wants in regards to the two of them and their situation. It was weighing heavily on his mind and he decided that for the rest of the season they wont hook up anymore, but he wanted to have one last jaunt tonight.
Aaron sat listening to everything Mike had to say and he felt a sense of shame come over him. He felt like he got too caught up in fucking Mike to really realize that Mike wasn’t going to get into him the same way as he was into him. He heard Mike say that no sex until after the season. He also said that he was not going to come out for him. He was realizing that he was no more than friends with benefits that was holding a secret. Now he had to decide whether he wanted to have that last fuck for the year or if he just wanted to say fuck it and leave Mike alone all together until he decided what he wanted to do. Aaron knew getting that dick would relieve his stress. It would make him feel good, but it also be private and secret, not to be talked about at all on any level. Mike looked at him like he was a hyena in the wild stalking its prey. He was ready to pull put that caramel snake and plow his hole one more time.
Against his better judgement, but following with his ass, Aaron told Mike yes he could fuck him tonight. While Mike has a chess cat grin on his face told you all you would need to know about his plans and intentions, the disappointed look on Aaron’s face let you know exactly how he felt about having to have another discreet hookup. The rest of the passed quickly as usual for them both. And as the time came closer for them to do it, Aaron was having second thoughts about it. See he had quietly broke up with his girlfriend because he could no longer pretend him fucking her was satisfying him and he also wanted his conscious free to pursue Mike.
He thought about texting Mike to tell him that he had changed his mind and he no longer wanted to fuck tonight. Every time he pulled out his phone to send the message he kept having flashbacks to all the sex they’ve had and he didn’t want to miss out on getting his back blown out, having his ass creamy wett and having Mike’s big dick breed his pink hole. The allure of sensual sex was overpowering his desire to hold out in hopes Mike would give him what he really wanted. He chose to get ready for this last session and worry about the rest after it was all over.
He looked at the last video he recorded with Mike of them fucking to get himself even more horny and wet for tonight. He couldn’t take his off Mike’s long dick, his beautiful body and how he was stroking him inch by inch, deeper and deeper. As Aaron got in the shower he began to day dream about the video he just watched. Soaping his defined muscles from his chest down, down his stomach, to his hard seven inch dick, and around to his little plump ass, that was already wett. Fingering his hole slightly, Aaron began to moan and feel the juices inside him on his finger. He quickly put two fingers inside his hole to stretch his hole just a little.
Meanwhile, Mike was in his apartment clowning with teammates, playing video games when he looked at is phone and realized the time. He had to get ready so he could slang that pipe in Aaron and let him know how much he cared for him without breaking his vow to put himself just yet. Mike was planning to tell Aaron that he loved him and that once his collegiate career was done, next year and he declared early for the draft, that he was going to come out so they could pursue a relationship together. He felt great about his decision and even more so, he was excited because he was about to get his dick wett at Aaron’s expense again tonight. Mike visualized the last time he was balls deep in Aaron’s tanned hole. He was picturing Aaron on his back, legs spread open, him pounding away. His body glistening with little beads of sweat. Making Aaron take all his dick until neither could take anymore and he bust a huge loan in his hole. Thinking about this while washing got Mike’s dick to start jumping. He was ready.
Tonight was different for Mike so rather than find a random place for them to fuck they had a hotel room down the street from campus. This way they could take their time, they could talk and not be worried about going caught or interrupted. Mike could fuck all night and really get Aaron stuck on him. That way he hoped that would carry him the rest of the year and season without that huge meat pounding his ass, thumping against his walls. Fresh and fly Mike showed up in his black Nike sweat suit with the brand new retro 11s custom made matching the Bruins school colors. He smelled amazing and he was looking forward to fucking Aaron stupid all night.
First to arrive, Mike set the mood. He had the lights off, candles lit with the music playing too. He had taken his shirt off, so his sexy brown skin was showing and glowing. Perfect body with his blue and white Hollister underwear on, showing as his pants sagged off his round muscle ass. He wanted to tease Aaron as soon as he got there by being shirtless. His way of starting the fun, messing with his mind and beginning what was going to be a very long night. It was shortly after Mike took his shirt off that Aaron knocked at the room door, Mike hesitated for a minute then opened the door. Not expecting him to open the door shirtless, Aaron had an immediate bulge, big smile and little tingle from his hole as the site of Mike turned him on immediately. If Mike told him to get naked right now, Aaron would strip.
Now for his part, Aaron was no slouch. He was wearing some yellow skinny jeans, a white fitted polo and his own custom 11s as well. With just a little sang in his pants, you could tell he had on blue American Eagle underwear. He walked in, smelling good and gave Mike a big hug, holding him an extra second or two, smiling as he felt the muscles and body of his favorite guy touching his. They sat and began talking about how the rest of their day apart went. Laughing and enjoying the story each one told, the chemistry was on full display. You could easily see why both was attracted to the other.
Aaron said he had something he wanted to tell Mike and that it would be a bit a of a game changer for their situation. He eased Mike’s tension by saying it was nothing bad because he could see his demeanor change with that statement being made. So Aaron sat on the bed and Mike sat in the chair. Aaron looked at Mike and told him that a few weeks ago he broke up with his girlfriend. The look on Mike’s face let him know that he was very surprised. Aaron admitted that all the sex he was having with Mike made it impossible for him to be with her because he cheating. And more than that he had developed these strong feelings and didn’t want to let them go. He said that if that meant they could never have sex after tonight he understood because it wouldn’t be as easy for them to hide it.
Mike looked in disbelief at what his best friend and secret fuck buddy had told him. He didn’t really understand why Aaron felt the need to break things off with his girl so abruptly. Yea they’ve been fucking regularly for months now, but that didn’t mean he had to do that now. But he accepted what he had to say and told him that he still wants to resume fucking after the end of the season. He couldn’t allow himself to be distracted in the final couple months of the season with a title chase ongoing and his push towards winning the Heisman trophy. He also said that he wanted to tell Aaron something that would change their dynamic and eased his fears that it was nothing bad.
He looked Aaron in his face and explained that part of the reason for the distance was because he was wrestling with his feelings for him. He confessed that all the time together and the fucking and the friendship they already had made him feel different. It wasn’t jjust fucking for the sake of it. It was the secret hole pounding that gave him the thrill. He admitted that he loved Aaron and he was caught up with those feelings every time he ducked him down. Mike said that once his college career was finished and he had declared for the draft and subsequently been drafted, that he would come out and would attempt to have a relationship with Aaron. Mike felt great getting that off his chest and Aaron’s face was a mix of happiness, sadness and shoc. He was speechless.
Mike didn’t wait for a response. He took all his clothes off, revealing his 10 inch thick dick that was now fully erect. He walked over to Aaron who had taken his clothes off too and put his dick in his mouth. To Aaron it tasted better than before. Maybe the shine from Mike’s announcement had him over the moon, but he was enjoying every second. This time there wasn’t a long oral session, Mike lubed Aaron’s ass and then put some on his dick and slid all his meat up Aaron’s hole into his guts. He slow stroked that hole for seemed like forever. With every stroke Aaron moaned louder, his hole got even wetter and Mike’s balls slapped his ass over and over.
Three hours later, three nuts later they were still at it. This time Mike had Aaron riding his dick. Bouncing up and down, all way to the base. Full of dick Aaron groaned, grabbed Mike’s arms and begged for him to stop. Mike smiled kissed his hand and pounded away, getting that ass wett, gushy and creamy. He flipped Aaron over to his back, put his legs in the air and plowed back into his tender, stretched hole. The pounding and subsequent sounds of dick and ass juice filled the room. Mike was ready to let his last nutt out and Aaron was ready to take it. As if perfectly timed, Mike’s balls swelled, his dick stiffened even more and then an explosion happened. Loads of nutt shot into Aaron’s hole. Each warm burst being felt, he knew it was done and so was this session. Both men spent, they lay in the bed next to each other. Smiling, breathing heavy and content. Knowing that once they leave in the morning this is last memory of sex together for months. Aaron lay in Mike’s arms until they fall asleep and thinking to himself this could be his life, what an adventure it would be.